It has been in my mind about having another child for a long time. Da and I always want four children. When Cayleigh came and I got so skinny. Da stopped mentioning about it.

We did try for a month of so before I went back to work part time. Since nothing happened that summer. I moved on and got my EA license. I went back to work part time.

Now Cayleigh is already seven and will be eight next Jan. With new born babies around us. I can see how Da loves the little ones and he finally asked me if we want to have another kid.

My answer is always I am too old for it now. Cayleigh is getting older and older. However, seeing the look on Da's face make me wonder if I can do it again for him, and for our family.

My period has been irregular for last few months. I would have dark color blood discharge and then a few days later have the real red bloody period days.

This month, I have some cramp in the middle of the night so I thought the period is coming soon. Da was excited that I woke him up and he did not do any precaution this time. It has been five days and I still have no sign of period....

We will wait and see if this is Lord's plan for us.