It has been in my mind about having another child for a long time. Da and I always want four children. When Cayleigh came and I got so skinny. Da stopped mentioning about it.

We did try for a month of so before I went back to work part time. Since nothing happened that summer. I moved on and got my EA license. I went back to work part time.

Now Cayleigh is already seven and will be eight next Jan. With new born babies around us. I can see how Da loves the little ones and he finally asked me if we want to have another kid.

My answer is always I am too old for it now. Cayleigh is getting older and older. However, seeing the look on Da's face make me wonder if I can do it again for him, and for our family.

My period has been irregular for last few months. I would have dark color blood discharge and then a few days later have the real red bloody period days.

This month, I have some cramp in the middle of the night so I thought the period is coming soon. Da was excited that I woke him up and he did not do any precaution this time. It has been five days and I still have no sign of period....

We will wait and see if this is Lord's plan for us.

Time in Hong Kong

Summer vacation is long but half is gone. We spent time in China and also in Taiwan. It was wonderful time to enjoy friends' company.

I am more concerned how to teach the kids to be kind to one and other. Especially Brennan and Cayleigh. Cayleigh liKes to pick on Brennan and he is annoyed and ends up hitting her. 

Tonight as we read scriptures, I remind the boys again to be nice or ignore her.

Before Cayleigh goes to sleep, she said mama, you don't like daddy, bacause you really super duppee love him. And then she said to Brennan, I know you don't like me, but you love me. Brennan kept saying no, I don't like you....I can't help but ask Brennan to go into the room and talked to him again. He said he regrets he said it. I told him Cayleigh deep inside still thinks her big brother love him. I hope they will be nice to each other. 

Also, mom spent a lot of time cooking and cleaning for us. The kids didn't understand. They do not appreciate or help. Tonight I remind them again. I hope they will learn to help mom and dad will out murmuring. 

Mom was so happy that Cayleigh put away the mattress and pillows away all by herself. Hopefully the boys will catch up and do more.